2/19/2010
It’s Just A Miracle!
Did you miss me reader? I am sure you did but before going further I want to sincerely thank all the people that sent me their thoughts and healing prayers from all over the world. For your life energy unmistakable did the job and this terrible experience is now behind me.
I have been around in my crazy life but I can affirm you, this was indeed the most painful and dramatic episode I had to endure during my entire lifetime. Walking all alone in the shadows of death will humble anyone and teach you how truly precious life is. Well as promised here is the full story of yet another section of Dr. Turi’s life that you will find quite interesting to read. And in the process if you or someone you know has to endure such a trying time may my words, my experience, my hopes and will to live help you to go through such a painful experience and like I did; win the battle against cancer.
At my lowest but still using my will to battle!
How it all started: Only a few days before my planned trip to Thailand Terania and I experienced the extraordinary and I wrote all about it in a newsletter titled “UFO” refer to http://cosmiccode7.ning.com/group/cosmiccode/forum/topics/ufo-close... if you missed it.
I immediately told my sweet heart that this type of shocking “happening” should be taken as a very serious omen, meaning her and I would have to be soon ready for a life changing experience. Terania was perplexed and I told her only the future will tell…And God was I right with what I consider to be the most devastating episode I ever have to go through in my crazy life where, from total despair I reached the highest level of happiness and all transpired last four weeks…
I planned to take off from Phoenix International Airport during a waxing moon as it provides safety during the many hours flying west towards Asia. The purpose of my trip was to discuss the building of a healing center named “Back To Life” on my friend Cyril’s large property in Craby, Thailand and spend a few days relaxing with his family.
A very dedicated smart friend and indeed one of my top students
After all I worked my butt off for so long and the thirteen days planned break was not only badly needed but also well deserved. Cyril was quite excited to show me the exotic area and all the plans he had in mind for this project. I very much anticipated catching up with my old friend while first enjoying the very large city of Bangkok sites and incredible variety of exotic food. I tried very hard to bring Terania with me but she could not change her own plans and she encouraged me to take off, to relax and make the most of these days by myself. She fought a few tears as I was living for the airport on Saturday January 16th reassuring her that all will be fine reminding her of the duties running the house, the business and taking care of our animals during my absence. I also promised to MSN her every single day to remind her of my love and catching up with the news at home.
I finally arrived in Bangkok around 11: 55 PM am local time, totally exhausted and glad to get to my hotel room where I crashed and slept heavily for many hours. Around noon my punctual good friend Cyril was knocking me out of my dreams and after a well-needed warm shower he took me to a very refined Indian restaurant. The view and service were solid high class and we were having a blast. The excellent treatment, fine food and super view would have cost anywhere from $300 to $400 in the US but we got away for less than $30 including tips. Yes indeed Thailand is a country where life is cheap and anyone making only a thousand bucks a month can enjoy the life of a King.
As we took the lift downstairs I felt a sharp pain from my gut and blamed the hot spicy Indian food I was not used to. I kept it for myself not wanting to ruin such a wonderful time but the pain persisted long after Cyril left me at my hotel. For the next few days the same discomfort persisted but was getting more intense then I thought whatever problem I may have needed some attention just to be on the safe side. I felt hot, cold and really weird all over and though may be a caught a virus. I took another warm shower hoping for the pain to go
away but at no avail, and then I sat on the toilet trying to relieve myself from the discomfort. Then to my horror I saw blood all over my stools and thought “damn, do I need hemorrhoids surgery now?” Only three days before my departure for the US set for January 29th I already knew I was going to miss my plane.
Well whatever the case everything is so affordable here in Thailand I thought I was indeed in the perfect country to do any type of medical work if needed. While the thought of a possible colon cancer began to harass me I put it away thinking no way, no me all my life I have been so much into health and I used all my will to refute the deep fear of such a disaster could be the real reason. I called Cyril the next day explaining my situation postponing all our plans and he said for me not to worry and he would personally take me to the hospital.
Bangkok International Hospital
We arrived at Bangkok Hospital and unlike in the US anyone can walk in any time and see any doctor without any appointment. I was impressed by the size of this hospital and the incredible amount of activity going on all around us. I felt like a termite in huge nest where the flow of people coming and going seemed to never stop. After a while we were seating in front of a Doctor and after explaining my symptoms he strongly suggested me to perform a colonoscopy to judge the advance of the hemorrhoids or any possible tumor hidden in my colon. That was the first time that the dreadful reality of Cancer could actually be the only reason for my bleeding and I could not afford to be in denial anymore. Only time would tell and the nightmare had started…
The Doctor checked his busy schedule and set me up to comeback the very next day for a CT scan test. Cyril could feel my concern and tried his best to comfort me on the way back to the hotel. But for the first time in my life, especially at nearly sixty years old, I had to accept the real possibility of suffering colon cancer. I tried very hard to remove the harassing thought of the deadly disease from my mind and prayed for a non-malignant result. With this type of emergency, Cyril felt he had lost my interest in the project and stop talking about anything else than my health and why I should not worry. If I had to stay in Thailand longer so be it and not to worry Cyril said; he would call the airline and take care of everything for me.
But Cyril is also one of my top students and read Moon Power including the 2010 forecast for all signs, particularly those born in February and read the full restructure involving my work and health. I did not have a copy of my book with me but I clearly recall what I wrote back in June 2009. Yes I made my own accurate forecast and I was about to suffer the full consequences of the Cosmic Code jurisdictions…With the Dragon’s Tail *negative in Cancer, in my sixth house of work and health I was about to undergo a full restructure in those two areas. How amazing life really is when all the plans you made for an uncertain future have to suddenly change against your will. And even more amazing how my own health and work imposed restructure came to touch me so unarguably and so closely?
Indeed a unarguable accurate forecast and guidance for each signs
http://www.lulu.com/content/paperback-book/2010-moon-power-starguid...
This brings back the serious question I always had, how much will, do we really have against the stars? A question that would prove me once more that; the Cosmic Code is impartial with anyone and everyone and at
the end the only thing you truly have is your karma, your faith, your hopes and God as the ultimate decision maker of your destiny. I already knew I had three full days before getting the CT scan results and each one of them felt like an eternity spent in hell. Tired, depressed, lost I was left wondering where I was in my life and if I really had any future. I recall all the discussions I had with Terania, our plans to get married, to travel, to buy another house, to do the things all loving couples dream off…What if I had only two or three years of total
nightmare instead where regular chemotherapy would slowly kill me faster than the cancer itself I thought. Indeed a very terrible time where the worse of your imagination fueled by unimaginable fears can make even the strong Dr. Turi feeling totally helpless. I had to look really deep inside of my spirit for the strength I needed not to collapse mentally; the most testing, grueling battle I had to ever endure had started.
Cyril had to work every day and could not be with me much during this entire dramatic experience but at least I had someone to speak to. Cyril lives two hours away from Bangkok in exotic Craby and he travels back and forth every few days for work purpose never staying long away from his family. While waiting for the CT MRI Scan and the results I was already battling the disturbing thoughts of how, or if I should tell Terania and my loved ones left thousands of miles away about my dreadful medical situation. I decided to keep it a secret until I had the full medicinal facts in hand…For there are no reasons to bring those you care most into such an horrible possibility of having only a few years to live just yet. I wished for a way to pass on such terrible news without inflicting pain tears and sorrow but sad enough there are none…
Aquillion 64 CT scan used for body scanning
I arrived at the hospital and the staff proceeded efficiently and accordingly, in no time I found myself anesthetized and thoughtfully investigated with the hospital latest electronic colonoscopy device.
DO THIS PROCEDURE IF YOU ARE FIFTY OR OVER!
I saw some medical programs on the Discovery channel where this huge hole would swallow the sick body back and forth a few times checking each organ from head to tows. But never in a million years had I thought I was to become one of them. The experience left me with a persistent headache and series of hot and cold uncomforting flashes. I was out of the hospital a few hours later and asked to go back within three days for the results. The waiting period is indeed very difficult where a mixture of hopes and fears and acceptance keep running in your mind and where the possibility of my having cancer really settles in.
I was horrified, fearful, powerless and going totally insane all alone in my hotel room. I tried to ignore my situation watching endless television programs but it did not work. I used all my will, all my hypnotherapy wisdom and self hypnotized myself to avoid going deeper into the depth of despair. I found myself walking the busy smoky streets of Bangkok going nowhere really. I saw Bangkok misery like I never saw it before and even took some picks of destitute mothers, their own children begging for money and saw so many dismembered war
veterans also begging for survival.
Homeless Mother and her children
Her eyes tell you all the pain in her heart.
Life on earth for some!
I also saw a young girl at a very advanced stage of AIDS, she could barely walk and she was at the very last stage of her existence. Incidentally these awful sights gave me more strength to deal with my own self-realizing how lucky I was to be able to afford any kind of medical help. These people could not…
On my way back to the hotel I stopped to what seemed to be a small religious sanctuary, I saw these all over the city. Cyril told me once they were designed by Thai people to keep evil away from their house, from a building or a business. Some people before me lightened some incenses and I felt the urge to pray. I am not a religious person at all but I closed my eyes and right there in the middle of the street, the noise and intense traffic I said; “well I am not sure what to do or what to say to you but God is in all religions and cultures. So please help me to go through this so very difficult time in my life. I am alone in this big city thousands of miles away from my family and Terania and I just need you to help me and to spare my life please.”
Sending my prayers to Thai God
This was the first time ever in my life I prayed a deity and the first time I asked God for help. Anytime your life is truly in danger the only comfort and hopes is indeed above into the Divine where God resides. I translate God’ signs since for ever but I never thought of addressing to him personally for my own selfish needs and wishes, but this day, I am glad I did! I spent much of my days walking around trying to forget about cancer and took a few pictures of Bangkok’s life.
Food is everywhere in Bangkok
The exotic choice is endless
Big and Small
Then I went back to my hotel room, fighting as hard as I could the evil of fear jailing my mind forcing me to accept an upcoming unavoidable death. I already prepared myself psychically for the worse if the results were to be negative. I was consumed with the pain, the drama, the emotions, the suffering I was about to bring to my sweet girlfriend Terania, my family my friends and wonder what did I do wrong to deserve such a fate. I did not understand why such a heavy karma came my way; all I did in my life was to dedicate myself to help others with healing guiding counseling, predicting and teaching unselfishly for years. And here I was totally alone and totally desperate thousands of miles away from my loved ones. But I knew I could not and should not keep it a
secret for too long. I finally realized that my deepest fears came from the damage I could inflict others than for my own self. After all I already made it all the way to sixty years old and billions of people; including my own younger brother Vincent who died at the tender age of sixteen did not had that chance.
As planned, I came back to the Doctor’s office at seven PM were he gave me the biopsy’s diagnosis and the bad news, “I am sorry Dr. Turi” he said, “but the sample we retrieved from your small intestine is cancerous and the tumor is two centimeters long and placed about fifteen centimeters from your colon’s end.”
I felt the world literally crashing all around me, I kept my cool as much as I could holding my tears and I felt like screaming no, please not me OMG! I did not know how important counseling really was as to prepare anyone for such news but I can assure you it is very important to be psychologically prepared before and after the possibility of having cancer. And I had only myself to deal with just because I did not want to hurt anyone else. It was a choice I made and I had to suffer the heavy mental consequences in the process. God thanks as much as my mind can curse me with uncontrollable imagination I learned to use it positively and after some deep breathing I calmed myself down using my own self-auto hypnosis methodology.
So I already knew that I had a cancerous tumor in my colon and now I have to do another CT Advanced Scan to find out if or how much the disease had invaded more of my body. I really thought if the disease had spayed
anywhere else my days were numbered for sure, I left the hospital totally dumbfounded and in a state of shock. I walked to my hotel room like a zombie trying to find comfort in the memory of my departed loved ones wondering if they had changed much physically since they left this world. The morbid thoughts going through my mind were like a sharp butcher’s knife plunging in and out of my brain as I visualized my slow painful decay and the torment of endless medications and devastating radiations. I let myself go down to the deepest, darkest, scariest ravine ever; worse I thought of a slow physical decay becoming like Patrick Swayze who passed away victim of pancreatic cancer at 57 years old.
May God Bless His Soul
California (CNN) — Patrick Swayze, whose good looks and sympathetic performances in films such as “Dirty Dancing” and “Ghost” made him a romantic idol to millions, died
Monday September 14, 2010.
I could not bear the sight of my dying body and I tried as hard as I could not to cry in despair. At this point I actually had already given up on life and acknowledged my death as the ultimate outcome…
Accepting and learning that you have cancer involves a series of deep destructive emotions and as usual, I was learning them all alone, typical Dr. Turi’s hand on experience. But it was my choice, apart from the short visits of my friend Cyril; I had no one to talk too but I could feel his concern and love for a friend that may not be alive for long. In no way will I let anyone where I am and what I am going through I thought, I will spare my loved ones for as long as I can or at least when all tests have unarguably proven to me that I am on my way to God.
Once I reached the bottom of hell there was nowhere deeper for me to go than up again and I slowly started the process to rebuild myself spiritually. After all I had much success with my own cancer patients and I remember the positive feedback they gave me after their healing session. But in a million years I never knew the depth of despair and the tremendous need of spiritual regeneration anyone suffering cancer really needed.
Now I can humbly affirm that I know what it means to be both the patient and the healer.
What was the true purpose in this experience God I thought, why did you make me go through such a nightmare, why me? Was it for me to understand more about cancer and help others better then manage to live
happily after and tell all about it? My thoughts were running wild trying to find any plausible excuses so I could endure the physical and spiritual pain harassing me.
I had to remind me of being Dr. Turi, the healer, the spiritual leader and to respect my own rules, I kept saying loudly “the future is nothing else than the reincarnation of my thoughts”, “and I should never ever feed evil” with fears. Instead I should trust God and to search for the karmic reasons, for the deep lesson I had to learn in then process. Every single night I had to prepare myself to sound positive not to alert Terania of the drastic situation I was in, I feed her spirit with positive feedback trying very hard to spare her unnecessary pain and worry. After all I did not know yet if the damn cancer has sprayed all over or not yet and who knows I may have a chance I thought.
I also knew that this type of cancer is one of the worse to have and tend to reoccur with time. Of course the general health of the subject, his mental attitude and the crucial timing the cancer was discovered makes a very strong difference in the outcome but if it is generalized the chances of survival are none.
Terania calls me her ROCK!
So in the name of love and to spare Terania’s spirit I forced myself to sound positive and at this moment slowly begun to rebuild myself with new hopes and started the fight of my life for my own life. My family especially my mother calls regularly checking up on all of us and I kept reminding Terania not to say a word about me being in Thailand or my current condition. I wanted her to keep it a secret from everyone until I knew for sure where I was at and this is why you learned it all from me when it is all over… I kept telling her *lying, that no one really knew if this tumor was cancerous and more tests were in progress. I kept feeding her with the life force I desperately
needed for myself and for some miraculous reasons in the name of love it worked for me. Terania’s blind love and trust helped me to keep her uninformed and in denial for a while.
However while innocent and beautiful, Terania is also very smart and intuitive and I had to own that energy of hope to be able to pass it on to her with deep convictions in my words and in my voice over the telephone. And for me to sound totally normal, even laugh and talk about our future plans, weeding, traveling etc. when I was totally lost myself was a miracle in itself. I simply did not want her or anyone around me to suffer or remotely felt the way I did, it is much too hard to accept and I was ready to do it all to save the feelings of the people I care most in my life for as long as I could.
Regularly using MSN and telephone Terania kept me informed with life at home and her difficulty to handle my powerful Dobermans. She said they became unruly and really aggressive and I started to wonder if in some
ways my animals knew and felt my despair. I tried all I could to guide her on regaining control over them but I knew without me at home they could not run wild and free in the big park as much as they needed to burn energy and both dogs started to show frustration. But the invading colon cancer demanded me to concentrate on my own immediate situation and do something about it as soon as I could.
I was introduced to two doctors that would perform the removal of a portion of my small intestine and the date was set for the full Moon in Cancer or February 1st in Thailand. The men were very professionals, very caring and very knowledgeable and this was a good feeling that proved me right at the end. Meantime I could never separate the stars and my situation and I thought OMG! I must be right when I said in my Cosmic Code newsletters that there are no accidents.
The surgery day was set right on the Dragon’s Tail, right in my sixth house of health and work and right within a full Moon in Cancer (the beginning or ending of important phases of life). How more accurate can I be even for myself?
Yes indeed, here I was thousands of miles away from home being totally mauled to death by the Cosmic Code fated eternal motion. Nothing was planned, nothing was expected and still once more the stars have spoken
their true divinity to me. In my book I strongly cautioned souls born in February and August to be ready for a full restructure of their health and work but never would I believe to actually live my own predictions. This obvious occurrence made me also realize that as the top forecaster in the world I had now to forecast my own fate even my own demise that only a miracle could stop! I made the most intense, the most in depth, the most important reading ever for myself while I had to be realistic and not to be in denial or change the outcome of the stars. All pointed out that I would come alive and well at the end but how can I trust the stars if this cancer is generalized?
A bit late my state of mind became more resilient, more combative but the spiritual damage I suffered early on with deep depressions anticipating more negative tests knocked down my immune system and made me vulnerable to infection. Thus three days before the surgery date; I recall taking a cab and the driver was coughing non-stop from my hotel to the hospital or nearly twenty kilometers. Soon after I contracted a virus that brought an intense fever and constant painful headaches.
Upon my arrival the Doctor saw my condition and ordered me to undergo a few tests to make sure I did not become infected with the H1N1 virus. I was also to fly off to the US on January 29th and everything had to be canceled. Instead I was still in my hotel bed suffering heavy antibiotics side effects incapable of even turning my laptop on to MSN or talk to Terania.
I could only hope to get better before February 1st and proceed with the planned surgery. I was hoping to wake up from a bad dream happy and safe but each morning the sad reality mercifully hit me in the face; I had to accept I had not only cancer but also a virus to deal with. Luckily for me I escaped the “swine flu” and finally my condition improved enough for me to meet again with the Bangkok Hospital Doctors. Both physicians recommended immediate removal of the tumor and to perform another more in-depth CT MRI advanced scanning to make sure the cancer cells had not sprayed all over my vital organs.
Advanced CT-MRI eye misses nothing cancerous in your body
I though here we go again, my UCI *Unique Celestial Identity is dual thus much of everything in my life has to happen twice and here again I was reminded by the Cosmic Code, once again of the implacable rules I
teach all my students. I agreed and waited another three more crucifying days before the ultimate results came in…Terania was becoming more susceptible asking more pertinent questions as I literally run out of excuses and I could feel worries in her words. At this point I did not know how long more I could hide the truth from
her. Everything turned for the worse especially when I asked her the telephone of my bank manager in Phoenix to wire a very large amount of money immediately from my savings to my credit card.
I spent much of my time doing more reading on the Internet knowing that cancer can be beaten and read many wonderful stories from people that were already pronounced dead and actually made it using natural means.
In any case even if I was to get the worse possible news soon, I will have to become my own healer and work overtime to get this cancer out of my body. I thought of the many people that visited me over the years suffering so many mental and physical diseases, including cancer and how much I helped them in my healing room. The incredible challenge ahead of me was very real and I was not going to go without a good fight and with God’s help I was now ready to work to expulse this uninvited evil from my body. I also thought if I ever come out of this
one alive I will indeed concentrate on the victims of cancer and even lecture on the subject wherever I am needed to bring relief and hopes.
I know better and I did not think God made me going through the darkest alleys of death for nothing and a divine plan was already in motion for my own career and my future.
My return flight with Northwest to the states was set for January 29th and now I find myself yet again telling Terania not to worry, all is fine I just need more time, more tests; it’s just a silly phase it will be over soon. I told her she may have to wait two or three more weeks before my return and worse she now knows I have to go through surgery. I knew I prepared her slowly for acceptance and the psychological work performed on her last few days would help her endure the shock easily if needed. I also knew I was doing my best to spare her feelings but never ever will I tell her anything really tragic unless I knew and had all the facts in hand.
I would rather keep her in denial longer than to hear her cries of despair on the telephone while I also knew she did quite a lot of it in secret but she had to be strong for me too. While the possibility to lose my life to cancer or during the surgery was very real, somewhere inside of me a little voice was telling me not to give up on my hopes, my dreams and my future just yet. Like a zombie I returned to the hospital ready to accept my fate, after all I had so far was terrible news so what could bring any good news to me now, especially during a waning moon I thought? But I also teach to never ever assume anything and I had to remind myself of this fact.
Finally the ultimate day of truth came to pass and there are no words to tell you how terrible it is for anyone to find out if the cancer had spread or not. The day seemed like years but finally I arrived at 6:30 PM at the Bangkok hospital for my doctor appointment. I was sitting on a chair waiting for the nurse to bring me to his office and hear all about my fate with a cold hear but it was well after 7:00PM and still no doctor. Up a sudden the phone rang and I saw the nurse coming my way. “Are you Dr. Turi,” she said? “Yes, I am” I replied. “I am so
sorry but the doctor won’t be able to make it tonight but he wants to talk to you” she added.
I was petrified; I knew at that very moment that, this man had information that meant life or a sure death sentence for me. I took a deep breath and one more time thought please God help me, please for if this cancer is all over my organs I have so little time to live, please God please spare me….“Hi Dr.” I said, “I am so sorry Dr. Turi” he replied, “I got caught in another hospital but I have good news for you. Well we used all our best technology to find anything wrong with you and you beat us at it, all tests came negative, the cancer was caught at a very early stage and it had no time to spray anywhere, this mean you are a very lucky man. So I confirmed with my staff to get you in the operating room first thing in the morning for the surgery. So see you tomorrow Dr. Turi and Good night”.
There are no words in the English dictionary to classify the immense feeling of relief and happiness I experienced after this telephone call. I did not even say thank you or good bye to the doctor and for the first time since I arrived in Asia, I allowed myself to really let go and cry huge tears…The nurses knew me well already and were praying for positive news, they were looking at me and could not hold on to their tears looking at me. The feeling of happiness is simply inexplicable when you finally know for sure that you have no expiration date. I felt like a million tons of weight was finally off my shoulders, I walked away from everyone and hid behind a stair way trying to stop the constant flow of tears of joy poring from my eyes and it took me quite a long time to control myself and come back to the desk.
INTO THE LIGHT CLOSE TO GOD WITH NO EXPIRATION DATE!
I won my first big fight against this cancer not knowing yet of the excruciating pain and yet another very last test that would finally put this entire nightmare a story of the past.
The next morning I was wheeled to the operating room and spoke with the anesthesiologist, she was very nice Lady Thai and told me from A to Z what she was about to do to me while hooking me up to some electronic
medical devices.. She told me an infinite amount of morphine would be available to me at the touch of a yellow button on top of a stick she placed in my right hand if I felt too much pain when I awake. She also mentioned the vital purpose of all the tubes I would find lodged in my body after the surgery and what to do or not do with them. An army of Thai nurses was very busy around the room preparing what is considerate as a very serious surgery or the removal of 25 centimeters of my small intestine and an eight inches legacy scar on my belly.
Well here I was finally, about to undergo both Doctors’ knives and I knew with the waning moon in the sign of Cancer that removing anything from the human body was perfectly fine tuned and endorsed by the Cosmic
Code. I also knew that in about four hours or so I would be free from cancer and missing a section of my gut. But what a small price to pay for my life really I thought? I was still wondering about the last test the doctor mentioned earlier and she told me that biopsies would be performed on both end of the removed organ to make sure no cancel cells escaped pass the incision. She had a blissful peaceful feeling in her voice and she told me to prepare for Neptune’s land and not to worry.
God thanks I worked my butt off for so many years and saved enough money to pay for the surgery and with no insurance I did not fancy to go back home to France and wait to have it done free of charge. The doctor clearly mentioned to me that any tumor keeps growing daily and needed to be removed without wasting any precious time. I wanted this evil eye out of me ASAP because time was the essence and I made the right decision to proceed with the surgery.
I woke up in the ICU and stayed there under heavy supervision for about twenty-four hours. And endless flow of considerate nurses keep checking my blood pressure, temperature, blood sugar level and fever and feeding me intravenously through a bunch of very uncomfortable tubes. I could hear and see my heart beating regularly through the monitor placed next to my bed. I was also administered a tons of medications that had their own vital purpose to fight infection and help me to recover speedily. I specifically hated the feeding tube placed in my nose as each time I swallowed felt like a very painful sensation in my throat. Yet I did not know days later the awaiting crucifying pain I had to endure when they all had to be removed. The most painful of them all was the one inserted in my tummy discharging body fluids and blood into a plastic bottle I came to hate every single nights and days spent in the hospital. One was also inserted directly in my bladder to urinate and another one in my low back. But another vital tube was the one stitched to my jugular vein where a series of medication and morphine allowed me to desensitize myself a will from a constant pain.
I felt like a mummy in a coffin, I could not move and the pain coming from the eight inches long wound on my tummy was intolerable. My entire digestive system was shocked and asleep for days and the tube in my nose was very painful making it pure hell to breeze and swallow my own saliva. I felt like a cursed puppet suffering voodoo fighting needles from all over my body. OMG how painful these few days really were, and I wish none of my readers ever goes through such a physical and emotional disaster.
Then I was wheeled back to my hospital room where I was taking care by yet another crow of very dutiful Thai nurses. The parade of tests kept coming every day and so where the regular visits of the two doctors who never left my side during the entire process.
Toughing it out courageously!
All was going well and as planned until a battery in one of the electronic machine died in the middle of the night making impossible to inject myself with morphine following a series of dolorous pains from my abdomen. OMG I began to scream in pain and everyone rushed to my room wondering what was going on, then the doctor in charge that night realized the mishap and injected me the morphine directly in the tube placed in jugular vein stopping the pain just a few seconds later. I really thought I was going to die that night and reminded me we were still in the waning moon and anything bad could and did happen. I experienced first hand what the infamous Japanese Hara Kiri meant and everything went back to normal.
Then to my surprise two days following the surgery I was asked by the doctors to use all my strengths and try walking as soon as I could. They explained to me that my sleeping intestines had to wake up and start their own digestive process naturally. The constant use of morphine and other painkiller numbed my entire digestive track and muscles and I knew I had to become more active and find the strength to stop using too much pain killer. My electric bed was superbly designed to incline as I wished and again I was reminded by the nurses to set it in a seating position to let gravity do its job on my guts.
The last thing I wanted to do was to move, especially when I could not even take in a full breath and not hurt like hell. I used all my will and after a couple of hours four nurses helped me to stand next to my bed. I was screaming but the girls knew exactly what to do and upon begging them one shoot me yet with another dose of morphine to ease the pain. I was sweating, trembling checking on my weak legs but I was able to walk two or three feet to a big armchair where I sat and recuperated for a while.
They helped me back into bed feeling better thanks to the morphine numbing my senses and nerves. The nurses kept helping me for a few days until I was able to do the job alone holding to the bed rails constantly asking me to tell them if I ever passed gas. Something that seemed to be impossible for me to do because I was still feed intravenously and I also found out that I was far from ready to ingest solid food just yet. Finally a simple act as passing gas which is quite inappropriate to anyone standard becomes the most important act I
was ever ask to perform and it finally came to pass. I was so excited because it meant a new life was starting right inside me and soon I would be able to eat real food, get better, heal and go back home.
Forced to walk, felt like a wired painful Pinocchio
All happened as planned but one morning while trying to go to the bathroom I saw a lot of blood in the bowl again. I was petrified, did the stitched intestinal connection failed? The same fear that started this nightmare weeks ago when I first arrived in Bangkok began to envelop me but I calmed myself down and called the nurse. She immediately called the doctor on duty, which told me the possibility of complications and the need to operate again if it did not stop soon naturally or became too serious. I was not at all reassured but thirty
minutes later my regular doctor came and told me it could be some of the old blood left from the surgery and after checking manually “from my end “he confirmed his findings. “Yes it is old blood Dr. Turi, you’ll be just fine.” He added, and so far, days later no more blood ever came back to scare the hell out of me again.
Good Luck To You James
I was asked by the doctors to keep active and while walking around I met with my hospital room neighbor James. Aged of sixty-two years old he suffers lung cancer and he battle the disease with regular chemotherapy. We spent hours talking about all sorts of things but he told me he smoked all his life and now the cancer sprayed in both his lungs. What a terrible costly habit and I just wish if you are a smoker to give a good look to James and quit smoking NOW, because you certainly do not want to be in the same situation. Incidentally as I got better the nurses found out about my profession as a reader and here I was doing reading and counseling an army of young Thai girls about their fate. For some mystical reasons this awful experience not only gave me more compassion for others human beings but also a new surge of intuition making me much more accurate. The girls kept talking about Dr. Turi the Astropsychologist in room 644 and towards the last days of my hospitalization my room became full of life and action where I must have met the entire hospital staff lol.
Different shifts mean more nurses on duty and the word was on of a lucky Frenchman who beat cancer offering free readings. I felt my new self was back with a vengeance…
But why did God made me go through such a tragedy and at the very last moment spared me? Is it good karma due to me? Is it my constant drive to help, teach, guide and heal others that bought my own salvation? Is it my goal to help the children of the future and my vital mission to introduce God, as I really know him now? But what about my lifestyle and what brought that evil eye in me? Well I quit smoking many years ago, while I like a good cold beer I never been a drunk really or ever tested any drugs ever…I love good food but instinctively never ever
touched pork instead made a good habit to eat my super salad, fruits and vegetables pretty much all the time. Well these good habits indeed made the cancer to struggle and grow fast on a very healthy oxygenated body I believe but somewhere somehow I attracted it. It cannot be a physical matter because I am as strong as oxen yes indeed it is a spiritual matter and I uncovered it and will share it with you.
Well let me tell you something amazing reader, each time I got upset, angry against a person, a friend, or even my sweet girlfriend each time I gave reason to feed evil with insecurity and worries. At the most intense moment of the worse destructive emotions, I felt like a lighting rod going straight into my intestine, exactly where the tumor was found and this I can affirm you I do not make it up. Each time I watched a dramatic movie or a painful situation got to me, I took personally the deep vile evil negative energy was channeled inside my gut and that’s the main reason why cancer birthed in me. I actually invited him every time I was nasty to myself. So please reader, do not ever take yourself too seriously if you encounter a problem because this situation will become the seed needed by Satan to engrain, attach himself to you and slowly consume your life away.
So learn to release your pain and allow others to grow and learn from their own mistakes and do not hold any grudges against anyone, for if you do you will lose at the end. Let go of the past, let go of the pain, do not allow fears to override your spirit and allow the blessings of God, love and light to display its healing powers on you.
Holding grudges and nurturing a negative past is nothing else that a “Red Carpet” speedway for cancer. This is why it becomes so important to forgive and forget and enjoy your life and health while you can.
Third Eye Of True Wisdom
I have learned with this dramatic experience reader to let go, because I was mad at the world, at the police, at NASA, at USGS, the NWS at our educational system, I was mad at our religious and political leaders for not listening to God, to his signs, to the cosmic code jurisdictions and taking myself and my job much too seriously. I allowed my pain, my fears, my frustrations to take over my ability to be above it all, to be patient, tolerant with anyone, everyone and all along all I was doing was to feed a sneaky evil eye…But God saw the
real goodness in me and knows how valuable I am to so many people trusting me, my wisdom and my healings all over the world. The fact seems to be that God really heard my desperate cries and your endless flow of silent prayers and spared my life while forcing me to look deeper into what causes cancer. This terrible experience humbled me dramatically and made me aware how precious the people you love and life itself really is and why each day should be lived and celebrated to the fullest.
I am now finally home and ready to work with you on a very different, deeper level and born again a new man, about to celebrate my new birthday (Feb 26th, 1950) or actually 26 days old lolol…Isn’t ironic that I was able to predict months in advance what was ahead of me? Yes I may be Dr. Turi and the Cosmic Code Master but
like anyone of you, I am also under the jurisdiction of the stars. To those of you who have a copy of my book 2010 Moon Power the prediction for a full restructure of my work and health is plain to see. Note also that the forecast is the same for those born in February (me) and August (President Clinton heart surgery?).
Memo from 2010 Moon Power: sample Leo forecast: The new Dragon’s Head will force you to re-evaluate all about your subconscious 12th house (the creative forces of your subconscious) and your 6th house (work, health, service to the world). Be ready, and accept upcoming draconic ethereal changes with confidence. New matters involving your well-being, diet, appearance, work and the creative forces of your subconscious will become a new powerful driving force.
Clinton’s 2004 surgery was performed at the same hospital where he was admitted in 2010. Doctors in 2005 operated again on Clinton to remove scar tissue and fluid that had built up after his bypass surgery. Dr. Spencer King, president of St. Joseph’s Heart and Vascular Institute in Atlanta, Georgia, rejected as outdated suggestions that Clinton needs to slow down.
Not too smart this doctor dont you think? But hell he never read Moon Power so what can you expect? Well like me the president was forced by the Cosmic Code to restructure his health and service to the world, to slow down and all happened during the same time or January 2010, exactly as I predicted it would in my 2010 book Moon Power.
A few days before my new planned departure or February 16th, 2010 all was going just fine. I was able to walk around very slowly and I decided to stop at my hotel and eat at the buffet for a change. I knew we were still during a waning *unlucky moon and about start a Uranic *bad surprises type of window. Well what wrong could really happen to me now I thought everything should go just fine and soon I would be in the plane on my way back to US. Sure, once more I was reminded of my own work and to never under estimate the Moon and the Cosmic Code’s impartial jurisdictions.
I went back to my room and again I felt very uneasy I thought it was just because I walked harder than usual and just lay down on my bed holding my belly then it happened… I felt a huge pressure from my guts and I rushed straight to the bathroom where I relieved myself of an incredible built up gastro intestinal pressure. I was appalled and in fear again victim of an acute persistent diarrhea that did not allowed me to stay long in bed or sleep at all.
I though here we go again, my UCI *Unique Celestial Identity is dual thus much of everything in my life has to happen twice and I was reminded by the Cosmic Code, once more of the implacable dual rules I teach all my students. The attacks were irregular but steady where I had to get up every hour or so and rush to the bathroom. I was also suffering very hot and cold flashes and in order to bring my high fever down I used a wet tower on my forehead, my neck my chest seriously wondering if I was going to make it to the next morning. I felt like a
“Déjà vu” all over again.
I had another meeting with my doctor at eight am the very next day and explained my symptoms. He told me that; what ever happened to me was non-related to the surgery and I may have suffered food poisoning or viral infection. He prescribed me with a bunch of bags of “electrolyte” to help me asking me not to hesitate to contact him on his cell phone immediately if my situation did not improve. Worse not only was I completely exhausted but I also lost my appetite and suffered serious nauseas. I had nothing to eat for three consecutive days and did not have any appetite at all. I knew (because of the waning Uranic moon) I was on to another unplanned battle and forced the food into me hoping to keep it in my stomach and build some badly needed strengths. This nightmare was to last four consecutive days (and nights) where more electrolyte and the most powerful and deadliest antibiotics Medic Nor 400 Mg was prescribed to stop the unseen infection and stop the diarrhea.
Then to my relief the new moon came along at two in the morning, Asia time February 14th and as expected things seemed to slowly improve for me. After spending a full week jailed in my hotel room, I felt strong enough to go down to the lobby and entertained myself listening to the piano player. The American songs in his repertoire made me feel home and many couples were enjoying their romantic diner.
Valentine sign in the dining room of Hotel Bangkok
Sad, alone and fifteen pounds lighter
I felt very sad to spend Valentine evening alone thousands of miles away from my sweet girl Terania but reminded myself to be strong, because in our true loving relationships, its Valentine everyday…
Imagine that, the last time I had a shower was the night before my surgery of the last day of January and today (2/15/2010) I was finally allowed to do so. It’s amazing how we take things we do everyday such as going to the bathroom or taking a shower for granted and how they can become such a wonderful treat. I must have been under the water for nearly one hour trying to make up for my loss and enjoyed the feeling of the warm water cleaning and cleansing my entire body, mind and Spirit.
During the entire ordeal (and still) Terania and I were swamped with people prayers, good wishes and an avalanche of great support and valuable suggestions. But what these well intentioned people have forgotten is that natural healing is what I do and practiced for the last thirty five years and there is nothing really I did know, think, use, performed or prescribed to my own cancer patients. No one is to blame when emotions are involved and logic disappears and all these beautiful people were only showing true love and real concern for my welfare. Once more thank you for your prayers readers even if we cannot answer you personally our hearts are with yours. We stopped answering the telephone and emails because it became too much for us and I need all my energy to rebuild myself which won’t take me too long I can assure you that!
Realize that, as of February 26th, 2010 I will be sixty years old and doctors strongly advise any man aged fifty or over to undergo regular cancer tests. Thus I am convinced this cancer was dormant in me for nearly ten years and that is a fact that astonished all traditional doctors who could not believe how strong and healthy I really was. Incidentally they nicknamed me “Young French Man” and this made me feel real good all the way. So what’s the secret?
Guess what at home Terania and I eat every day two bunches of fresh cilantro and parsley, tons of garlic, various roots, carrots, cayenne, black pepper, onions, olives oil, vitamins and supplements etc. In this super healthy, super oxygenated colon environment not a single cancer cells where ever they are in the body can grow or spray as rapidly as it could/should otherwise and this is what saved my life.
The doctors are convinced I made it because it was “caught” at a very early stage but my feeling tells me a very different story and we will never know really. But I fully believe it is because of my regular homemade “Super Juice” “Super Salad” and “Universal Blood transfusion” that the cancer was stopped in its track. This daily diet is used, taught and prescribed to all my clients, students and my own cancer patients.
But for years, secretively I nurtured a wish to find where, at least in my Astropsychology field, where cancer was truly coming from. And this is why God put me through such a test so I could have enough time away from it all, away from my insane busy life, away from you all to deal, feel, fight, learn all about this deadly disease. I did finally uncover its secret placement in the UCI “Unique Celestial Identity” and during this dramatic episode I had plenty time to consult with my spirit, my soul, with God and with the Cosmic Code to find how cancer can sneak on you from your chart.
As always my findings are very solid and real and after checking the UCI of many people suffering cancer including many famous unlucky departed souls God gave me yet another key to serve you better. Will you trust me to find the area in your chart where this terrible disease resides? There are a few aspects to Saturn “the Great Malefic” and the 8th house of death in relationships to the natal and hidden Dragon to take in consideration also. But after endless days and nights of silent work alone in my hotel room there is no doubt in my mind of the exact location where anyone, everyone is prone to get cancer.
Imagine knowing for a fact, where you could become a victim of this terrible disease? Imagine outside of conventional medicine the exact area, the exact organ you are celestially weak and karmically prone to attract cancer and the healing power given to you to regenerate in this particular house and sign? Imagine the possibility to use all my pains, my suffering, my experience and my god given findings to your advantage and neutralize the disease before it can harm you?
There are as many cancers as they are signs of the zodiac and each one must be dealt with in its own particular way. The simple act to relieve your mind from the fear of getting cancer becomes a major contribution to avoid it in itself!
Once I find out where the evil eye is in your chart then let me tell you all about it and let me help you to prevent you from undergoing the hell I went through, because the reality is you may not be as lucky as I was. Act while you can, cast your fears aside and take a chance on my new-found wisdom for prevention is indeed your best shot. I thought cancer was for everyone else but me but I teach that no one can assume anything and hell was I right!
Fight cancer off your mind right now and make it your own very challenge to face and combat this evil because every one of us HAS dormant cancer cells in the body. The choice is yours, my karma is over, my life is mine to live happily ever after and I do not need chemotherapy or radiations. I am here and ready to continue my mission to offer you all with the truth and my own godly blessings.
DR. TURI’S TRUE SPIRIT
http://www.usbridalguide.com/special/chinesehoroscopes/Tiger.htm
Ironically I left Asia right on the first day of the Chinese year of the Tiger and incidentally I was also born under this noble fighter sign. 1950 is the year of the metal Tiger and this “accident” again enunciate the new me
the new found power and the new spiritual strengths endowed to me by the Chinese horoscope and the will of God. Too many coincidences for this particular day to be only an accident and start my new life don’t you think?
I have also decided to retire and marry Terania on April 17th, 2010 and it’s going to be a big party. Then after the weeding my good American native Indian friend will marry us again traditionally on one of the most powerful vortex in Sedona. Meantime I still will do taped 90 mn full life and VIP live telephone readings but I will slow down a bit. I know last thirty-five years I have served many thousands of people all over the world with my readings but ALL that type of work is NO MORE!
The new Dr. Turi is offering bran new taped introduction, a bran new service, a much more precise, loving, deeper, caring immaculate, positive accurate work representing the NEW ME and the transcending spirit of God, love and light speaking through me.
I know many of you will want a piece of this new Dr. Turi so I am asking you to realize that I can only do ONE reading ONLY IN MY OWN TIME, thus just order from http://www.drturi.com/orders3.html and be patient.
With no insurance this ordeal took a BIG chunk on my savings and even if I want to retire I cannot stop working just yet. I still want to reach my goal bringing true wisdom and my Astropsychology schools for the welfare of the children of the future and this is what gives me the strength to carry on. As always any donation for my mission and now my own welfare is indeed well appreciated. http://www.drturi.com/orders3.html
Again reader, rest assured I am ready for you again, stronger and wiser then ever and still committed to fulfill my mission to free humankind from fear, ignorance and heal those in need. This new life force will be used for many more years to come to heal and help many more of my fellow human beings. Once more reader, thank you for your prayers and thank you God for sparing my life and giving me another chance -
Lastly, Yes indeed this entire dramatic experience has been only and purely simply a miracle and indeed a blessing in disguise…
Blessings to all
Dr. Turi
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